Monday, April 26, 2010

AnzAc DaY. PuBlic HoliDaY-YoyO

everyday when reach this moment, it means the end of today. relax~

tomoro want to go for practice lu... think le oso very tired, haiz, but no choice la, still have to face it lor..

today is anzac day. what's anzac day for? its to recall the past and remembered those who lost their life in war, had sacrifice. umm, war is always scary. people knew this fact but war still going on in some country, how sad~

anzac biscuit for anzac day. yea, everyone will eat this kind of biki on this special day, and sing a song call "and the band played waltzing matilda." very touch song!

last friday, my college celebrated it, some my lecturers cry, although i felt very weird and funny, but still have to respect them la. her her... am i so bad?? =pp

tonight will have dinner with friends again. huh... AgAiN~~~ maybe indian food, hahahaha....

and tomorrow i hope i could know when i can go home during june le... will make sure ASAP.

pey recently exam i guess? long time din chat in fb oo.. lols..

and ee hua owes give feedback for me, hehee, better than last year din contact at all. and oo, i left off9 msg for u in msn oo, hua hua, did u saw it ma? lol...

life damn damn boring; also can kinda kinda funny.

always need to GO-GO fiGhtInG~~~

wAhAHa~~

suddenly saw the date of today, wooOOOoooP, April past soon, 2010 April, opsssiiii...very complicated month~

=D

Sunday, April 25, 2010

我想成为大人篇

发生了一些事情, 我从生气, 想着怎么对那个人发泄,要找个人倾诉, 冷静, 理智, 到现在... 我已经知道自己该怎么做了.

我不害怕, 因为我会守住.
我会朝着我的方向至到成功.

人最可怕的就是嘴巴. 不管怎样, 我会证明, 你永远超越不了我, 而且我会过得比你快乐, 比你好. 亲爱的姐姐, 我好心疼; 亲爱的爸爸, 委屈你了... 我会努力让我们都好好的... 我会加油认真成为有用的人, 让你们骄傲,让他们不爽...呵呵~

我在我父母身上学习到对人的真诚及慷慨,环境告诉我的是真心懂得感恩的没几个. 虽然很受伤, 我仍然坚持只成为受伤的那一位. 当然, 这不包括爱情.. 我对爱情的爱是自私的...

Saturday, April 24, 2010

是的~ 又是星期五的晚上...

其实我的朋友很少... 我在这碰到的人都和我不同... 他们时尚, 开郎, 聪明, 独力... 还有好多可以值得我学习的... 但是我仍觉得少了那份真诚, 我真的好讨厌虚伪的世界哦... 好像大家在这好孤单而需要个朋友.

于是, 我很尽责地当学生, 我发现我好像有自闭.

我一直认为女生比男生可怕. 因为女生心理很敏感... 所以除了较要好的朋友外, 我都会特别小心翼翼...

我知道我没有把事情处理好. 所以我一直损失对我重要的朋友.很多很多... 我提醒自己要坚强, 没关系, 但是我难过, 我可惜... 但还是想对你们说声" 对不起"

我想我要求太多了吧, 看来我还得学会知足.

我觉得blog真好... 可以真情流露又不用顾虑别人的心情~ 呵呵呵...

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

苦中作乐之事件 no. 1

最近开始下起秋天的雨... 已经到了深秋吧我猜? 每天醒来看见眼前的一片,朦笼得好梦幻, 类似电影里动人的画面, 是个欢聚还是适合分离的季节? 嗯...

落叶...很久以前, 我好爱落叶飘下的感觉,觉得很浪漫又很有情调. 这里只要有灰灰的天空, 就会让我心情很好... 但,好安静哦!

一天又一天... 我试着过得充实且有意义.

我努力却疲惫. 虽然我也试着甩开疲惫, 呵呵.

有个重大消息要宣布, 六月底我应该会回家吧? 有,有,有开心... =] 只是日期还没确定, 我会尽量赶在你回去上课之前的佩... 哇哈... 那时侯顺便可以帮桦桦庆祝啦! 我和佩有大餐吃也...哇哇哇哈...

最近工作还算过得去, 作业我也很用心地做. 只不过我的喉咙, 喔买尬, 好痛哦... 原来当老师这么累?

即将来临的挑战也很大... 等我完成了再分享感触好了. 不过在那之前, 又有假期... 好耶! 还没打算怎么过...

两个星期之后又有放假. 怎么会那么多假期啊我, 真是...

Monday, April 19, 2010

i wan cry

last night i din slept well... coz worried today need wake up on 6 for work on 7am.

who noes? guess what?

i force myself to wake up, reach the company right in time, but they told me they had change the roster... i start on 9.30... arghhhhhhhhh.... i am exhausted...... arghh arghhh arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

and tonight got meeting somemore. i don want lar.... i am damn sleepy... sob sobx...

Thursday, April 15, 2010

its getting cold here, guess soon gonna be winter... nice~

when its cold, i just feel wan stay in my blanket, not moving to anywhr^^

just got a great news from home, bro will be here earlier, on july, i am waiting...

baby baby baby oh babe, i am damn happyyy...

last night been to three monkeys cafe with frens, food and drink was so so, but the environment was just fantastic... we talked bout ghost story. last night i had a bad dream for sure, oh my god, someone kept chasing me... the scene really too horror...

my fren asked me what are the bad words in malay, i could only thk of "celaka" & "pukemak". any ideas with this? help me recal back pls~ lol... otherwise my fren will feel i am owes out out outdateeee as a malaysian...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

based on http://sheaupey.blogspot.com/ - machi post

hahahaha... @@ so touch oo... T,T
but actually now i od learn to be selfish liao lar... naiti, but hor... if like this u guys had nothg to praise on me liao oo... cannot XXX!!! hahaha...
aiya, i noe u are waiting for my praise lar, hehee.. but if it is true then should use this chance to let u noe de oo...coz hor, wan me praise u better kill me faster lor.. waha, coz hor, her nose will like micheal jackson that high ehh... =pp
umm, i learn lots from pey lar, she make me noes we should owes work very hard and strive for success.. she is very hardworking in whatever she did, try her best, wanted for perfect... very straight forward which told me bout my weakness, so that i could learn from mistakes... when i get into trouble i will rang her and ask opinions, it owes help... her advice very useful and sometimes i get in negative, she could turn me around and make me feel better.
actually i am really love sheau pey and ee hua.
about ee hua, otot me and her less contact, no doubt when i heard her voice, i miss her so much, and the feeling was....... don noe how to describe, hehee... she really make pey and i worry sometimes, not worry but maybe is feel wan take care of her, don wan she hurt or provide as much love for her...( me is like this lar, dono pey) i like the way she seek cuddles from me, and i like her to share her feelings... she is very independent and try her best & wish to bring happiness to everyone. again, hua u are really pretty oo, so don owes said urself very ugly or useless lar... hehee...
both of them used lots of patient on me, and appreciate they din give up our frenship... i am sorry about the past when i am very childish... hehee...
they had teach me to be independent... and we had no secret...(i thk)lol... they are somewhr i know it is safe to share my mind...
conclusion: both of u cannot leave me apart ooo... coz i will very upset de... hehee... and if i have any weakness just tel me straight oo, don keep in ur heart.. =]
mwahhhhhhhhhhhh..... love u love u... wakaka~~~

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

umm

hmm....

coz oo, owes share mood sometimes will very bored... lol..

but oo, i am just too bored and feel wan blog...

so oo, can anyone tel me wan blog what???

hahaha~ haiz... better if my frens are here... naiti...

i wan go home!!! i mean.... of coz is kch lor... aduh mak....nya~

beberapa hari sebelum ini, kawan karib saya memberitahu saya bahawa bahasa malaysia saya masih sangat high standard~ lol... but ooo, pey said like bahasa pasar... zzz~

saya mahu balik rumah... oh gosh............

Monday, April 12, 2010

yesterday i had a good times with frens who has not met for so long.. the feeling is too great~ actually we are going for movie today.

i think might be the cinema we wish to go was too far from our place so we had to cancell it, and yet, it was a good weather to have a rest. i am just came back from work.

was a bit down last night,lol... but i notice when i get into work, i enjoy it and forgot everythg. means i am too emo and put too much on the thg i tot will make me really sad but it is not? otherwise why when i work i just could let it be. hmmm... true~

i am tired...............oh man...

Friday, April 9, 2010

finally, it was friday night. actually today was very happy as becoz the boss called and said i will be the leader today, mean will get more pay-this is the point i happy for, her her her..

it was a hard day. but i understand owes harder when started, will try my best in future~

after finished work, feeling want to call u, but thking u might be busy or maybe worried been refused again, rather keep it in deep of my heart, miss u again...

had fish&chips with fren-again.. yes, again......lol~

not very happy with the shift and staff roster for next week. don understand why people owes "use" others kindness on their own benefit, anyway, i owes trust if we had hard time first then after this good time will appear. i will be happier and free if stop complaint about these^^

its weekend tomoro... and my one week holidays just past~ its a very meaningful holidays, whr i spend every moment wisely, feels good but better if i could just share with u. dono how u goin thr, but i know oso work very hard and try ur very best for sure~

thking of what to do later... feels wan to send u an email... mwah~~~

Monday, April 5, 2010

it is not very late in the night, but feels quiet in surrounding. it was a cold day.

yesterday went to movie world and have fun with frens... a tired day.

today had done what supposed to do and get ready for a new day. for eg? haha, somethg like wash clothes, cleaning, cooking, also shopping! however, haha, yea, shopping for veges~

tomoro is the first day for work, little bit nervous...
a very calm and normal mood for today... try very best to complete my work.

oh yea, tat day had spent too much for shopping, so need start to consider about saving plan, of coz, i din forgot my target^^

hmmm... miss u...

time to sleep le, good night la! =]

muackssss...

Friday, April 2, 2010

holiday^^

yes, holiday is here~ from today until monday oo.. sure will have fun... =DDDDDDDD

now i am od in holiday mood, later gonna catch up with my sweetie aunty, goin to her huz to sing k and chit chat lor..

moro night will dinner with frens then sunday goin to goldcoast... excited^^

hmmm.... i will try to be the best for myself oso for u oo... ...

based on the above statement, which means i have to diet, and learn thgs that could improve myself, oso try out somethg i haven did b4.. quite challenging yea~ Gambate NEH**

again~ GOGO FIGHTING******************** YOYO~~~~ wahahaa...

Thursday, April 1, 2010

only one word can describe my mood, guess what? yes, it is!
SIEN*****

why will say so le? hmm.... first is don have any income.

then is tired with some ppl who like to take chances. asking for eg? ok... for instance, they purposely leave somethg which they thk u might help them to do, and sometimes i just get tired with it... but when i thk about this, one sound told me, is ok, nvrmind, we help each others. oso true la~

3rd one? might be the feeling of helpless and worried...

after complain about all of the above, i noe i have to be brave and confront the pros positively, nevertheless, it is tiring and need lots of passion to reach my goals...

when the sentence pop up with the word" my goals", getting interested with it? come on, lets share~ opsss, will share for sure when i thk i achieve for what i wish^^ i will strive for success, no worry =]

despite i owes comment on negative thg, as i am oso human like u, however, there are oso some positive thgs geh.. for eg again? not a problem~

firstly, appreciate i have someone to talk to, sbody awes right thr for me, listen to me. who are them? yes! they are awesome believe me, jiang jiang- my family and frens... in no doubt, sharing is caring, so true=D

secondly, could have fun and eat yummy foods. and of course, we maintain our health and not suffer with disease, which lead us could chase our dream, how great =]

sometimes will feel human only live in a very weird relationship. how to say le, some kind like we demand attention and care from other so that we feel better; or we treat another nicely becoz of need their help after? hmm... i treat u with 100 percent honest, therefore, is important for us not lie on each and tel the truth whats in ur mind. coz i get tired enuf on this, but i do understand, this is reality.......

once i knew if i am trust u but what i guess is true, then i am sorry, i will treat u negative. there is a good example here, someone know my style like to act how sad he was or how dissapointed he was, and yet he wasnt, i am totally negative with these feeling, and once again, of coz the feeling of "sien" will appear.. this time would like to add one word- kns. i am very pure if the relationship is pure, but oso could be very mixed.

forgot about all the thgs... tomoro is easter day.. yoyo~ happy easter! ^^

and will have a long holidays... enjoy & wish me good luck for work!