only one word can describe my mood, guess what? yes, it is!
SIEN*****

why will say so le? hmm.... first is don have any income.

then is tired with some ppl who like to take chances. asking for eg? ok... for instance, they purposely leave somethg which they thk u might help them to do, and sometimes i just get tired with it... but when i thk about this, one sound told me, is ok, nvrmind, we help each others. oso true la~

3rd one? might be the feeling of helpless and worried...

after complain about all of the above, i noe i have to be brave and confront the pros positively, nevertheless, it is tiring and need lots of passion to reach my goals...

when the sentence pop up with the word" my goals", getting interested with it? come on, lets share~ opsss, will share for sure when i thk i achieve for what i wish^^ i will strive for success, no worry =]

despite i owes comment on negative thg, as i am oso human like u, however, there are oso some positive thgs geh.. for eg again? not a problem~

firstly, appreciate i have someone to talk to, sbody awes right thr for me, listen to me. who are them? yes! they are awesome believe me, jiang jiang- my family and frens... in no doubt, sharing is caring, so true=D

secondly, could have fun and eat yummy foods. and of course, we maintain our health and not suffer with disease, which lead us could chase our dream, how great =]

sometimes will feel human only live in a very weird relationship. how to say le, some kind like we demand attention and care from other so that we feel better; or we treat another nicely becoz of need their help after? hmm... i treat u with 100 percent honest, therefore, is important for us not lie on each and tel the truth whats in ur mind. coz i get tired enuf on this, but i do understand, this is reality.......

once i knew if i am trust u but what i guess is true, then i am sorry, i will treat u negative. there is a good example here, someone know my style like to act how sad he was or how dissapointed he was, and yet he wasnt, i am totally negative with these feeling, and once again, of coz the feeling of "sien" will appear.. this time would like to add one word- kns. i am very pure if the relationship is pure, but oso could be very mixed.

forgot about all the thgs... tomoro is easter day.. yoyo~ happy easter! ^^

and will have a long holidays... enjoy & wish me good luck for work!